The only thing I really want for my birthday is to spend some quality time relaxing with my true friends
Today marks the one year anniversary of me inviting some random girl to my 18th birthday dinner, prob one of the best decisions I ever made cause she’s my best friend now =)
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I may not know
Who you are, Where you are, What your name is, When ill meet you, If your black, If your white, If your Asian, Or your brown, If I’ve met you, If we’ve talked, If were alike, if were different, Who your friends with, If Ill know its you, Where we’ll meet, If your athletic, If your artistic, If your smart, If your everything I dream of, If you can play an instrument, If you can sing, If your family oriented, If your energetic, If your lazy, If your waiting for me,
There is allot of things I don’t know, but I do know, when the time is right, you’ll show up at just the right moment and ill see you and talk to you and know, my patients has finally paid off.
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In all honesty I got nothing to complain about.
but here’s the thing, have you ever been stuck in a place where nothing really bad is happening? but nothing really good is either?
I know I should not be complaining.
but here’s the thing, for the past little while the only thing I have been able to hug is my school books and laptop, when I walk to my car after school at 10pm at night
For the first time in a while there’s no ‘girl’ in my life.
but here’s the thing, I’m getting bored.
Patience is a virtue, your a great guy, you’ll find ‘her’ one day.
but here’s the thing, someone can only be comforted by the same words for so long.
So I’m telling the truth when I say this, I’m good right now.
but here’s the thing, everyone always wishes they were a little bit better.
Lying here thinking about
What I’ve lost and what I’ve found
The things that I’ve done and things that I’ve not
But it doesn’t matter at all
Cause every time I try to change things it’s like a never ending
Cycle that just can’t be broken like I’m falling and falling
Now that I know my place
And my hearts been broken in a million ways
Last shreds of hope are torn again
Till I’m left with nothing but memories of when
I thought that we, we were meant to be
But I guess that fate thinks differently
Crying now wondering why
My past is broken and my future lies
In the hands of her the one that I find
If she’s out there now please give me a sign
Cause I think that I’m about to lose it my will to survive
I’m Alone in the dark and it doesn’t feel right
Now that I know my place
And my hearts been broken in a million ways
Last shreds of hope are torn again
Till I’m left with nothing but memories of when
I thought that we, we were meant to be
But I guess that fate thinks differently
I’m trying now to figure out
What to do since I’m lost and confused
But I realize that all I have to say
Is I’m better off than yesterday
Cause every time I think I’m falling and there’s no hope left
All that I have to do is try again
Now that I know my place
And my hearts been mended by a saving grace
A new sense of hope I’ve found within
Now I’ve found my way to happiness
I thought that I, I had lost all faith
But I know that I can change my fate
Old Friends
I saw an old friend at school today and it got me thinking
This girls used to be one of my best friends ever and the memories I made with her are still some of the best memories i have today. It makes me angry how I lost so many friends like her. I dont know whether the bad decisions I made were the root behind my lost friendships, or if it was the lies I told, or if it was going to different schools, making new friends, or just becoming different people in general and going our separate ways.
I look at all the old friendships I had and look at all the lost friendships I have, in perspective it sucks. But do I really have to call these people old friends? Is it ever too late to try?
This year I am determined to fix what I broke and start being a better person. some of the people I disrespected are people who i truly do miss talking to. And some of the people I choose to keep in my life are people who didnt deserve to be there in the first place.
So I think its about time I pick up my phone, text some old friends and see what happens, good or bad at least ill have tried.
so i here they say,
if you just stop trying so hard and stop putting all your effort into looking
good things follow,
ahhhh wat they hey its 2012! may as well give it a try, right?!?!
Just when you think your starting to get over it all
I’m weak, my mind is ever susceptible to inception,
I’m just tryna do me but the world won’t let it be
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